How Bad Can It Get?

How Bad Can It Get?

Charles Bukowski

As bad as it is, it can always get worse. And worse. Until you’re dead. Then, if you let these bible thumpers scare you, it can get really bad…worse than bad…for like ETERNITY.

Is this something to look forward to?

I have not read Dante’s Inferno lately. I saw the movie. Spencer Tracy and Rita Hayworth. 1935. I’m waiting for the remake.

heavy grimness

Trust me. You’re not going to hell. You’ve done bad things in your life. But there is no hell!

Do you trust me?

Here’s the thing. Maybe the key to happiness (one key among several) is simply to embrace pain and suffering and death. Get creative with it. Like Bukowski does in this poem.

Born like this
Into this

As the chalk faces smile
As Mrs. Death laughs
As the elevators break
As political landscapes dissolve
As the supermarket bag boy holds a college degree
As the oily fish spit out their oily prey
As the sun is masked

We are
Born like this
Into this
Into these carefully mad wars
Into the sight of broken factory windows of emptiness
Into bars where people no longer speak to each other
Into fist fights that end as shootings and knifings
Born into this
Into hospitals which are so expensive that it’s cheaper to die
Into lawyers who charge so much it’s cheaper to plead guilty

Into a country where the jails are full and the madhouses closed
Into a place where the masses elevate fools into rich heroes
Born into this

Walking and living through this
Dying because of this
Muted because of this

Castrated
Debauched
Disinherited
Because of this
Fooled by this
Used by this
Pissed on by this
Made crazy and sick by this
Made violent
Made inhuman
By this

The heart is blackened
The fingers reach for the throat
The gun
The knife
The bomb

The fingers reach toward an unresponsive god
The fingers reach for the bottle
The pill
The powder

We are born into this sorrowful deadliness
We are born into a government 60 years in debt
That soon will be unable to even pay the interest on that debt

And the banks will burn
Money will be useless

There will be open and unpunished murder in the streets
It will be guns and roving mobs

Land will be useless
Food will become a diminishing return
Nuclear power will be taken over by the many
Explosions will continually shake the earth
Radiated robot men will stalk each other
The rich and the chosen will watch from space platforms
Dante’s Inferno will be made to look like a children’s playground
The sun will not be seen and it will always be night
Trees will die
All vegetation will die

Radiated men will eat the flesh of radiated men
The sea will be poisoned
The lakes and rivers will vanish
Rain will be the new gold
The rotting bodies of men and animals will stink in the dark wind
The last few survivors will be overtaken by new and hideous diseases
And the space platforms will be destroyed by attrition
The petering out of supplies
The natural effect of general decay

And there will be the most beautiful silence never heard
Born out of that.
The sun still hidden there
Awaiting the next chapter.

3 thoughts on “How Bad Can It Get?

  1. Finally, I can drop anchor amid with fellow shipwrecks. Your framing theme, “How Bad Can It Get?” and CB’s poem together makes me think of Heine’s quote “Sleep is good. Death is better, But best of all is never to have been born. ” In closing, considering boomers. Age was never deemed a character flaw; and if the worse proves true: Putin goes medieval for the world to go caveman, we will be the last boomers, unless you adhere to Nietzsche’s Eternal Retour. Oh no, not here again for the zillionth time. Beats nothing, or does it?

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